Why Two Pines?

Two Pines Logo

“Between every two pine trees is a door leading to a new way of life.”

This line is attributed to John Muir, scribbled in the endpages of his copy of Ralph Waldo Emerson’s Prose on Nature. It wasn’t part of the original text—just a handwritten note at the edge of someone else’s words. That’s part of why I love it. It reminds me that meaning often shows up in the margins—in the spaces we’re not necessarily looking or even “supposed to be.”

These are also where much of my work happens. As a “free-range” spiritual caregiver, I’m not tied to a particular institution. I meet people in the middle of life transitions, grief, uncertainty, and quiet transformation. My role is to walk with them as they explore what matters—helping them connect their lived experience with their beliefs, values, and longings.

The name Two Pines carries with it a threshold image. You don’t usually think about walking between two trees. But when you do, you realize your whole body is moving, making a choice. Perhaps there’s some uncertainty, maybe even risk. A moment of crossing into something new, with a bit of reflection—that’s where people often find insight or healing or hope.

Imagining two pines also helps me hold onto the both/and nature of life. Things are rarely all good or all bad. Every day, people are born and people die. As fires tear through one forest, fireweed springs up in another. Life is full of simultaneous realities of paradox. We carry anger and wonder. The world is full of contradictions, and we live right in the middle of it. That complexity is not something to fix—it’s something to notice and be curious about.

Two Pines also feels congruent to my lived experience, pine trees have always been part of my landscape. I’ve walked between more pairs of pines than I can count. The simple act of moving through those trees—of paying attention to what’s around me—feels like the heart of the work I do. It’s about being present. It’s about wonder. And it’s about trust: something meaningful can emerge, in quiet ordinary (yet unexpected)  places.

That’s why Two Pines. It’s a reminder that the sacred doesn’t always happen in the expected places. Moving toward healing includes embodied acts like walking. Two Pines challenges me to hold onto the paradoxes of life when I’m inclined to think “everything is terrible,” and it returns me to my own lived experience among the trees.

Thanks for being part of this journey—for trusting that meaning can be found in the in-between places, and that even the space between two pine trees might lead to something deeper, something even holy.

Encounters on the Way

Wildflowers in front of a building

This work brings such a tapestry of humanity into my life.

Every week, I encounter people navigating grief, survival, transition, joy, and a deep yearning for meaning. Their stories are sacred. The need for spiritual care stretches far beyond the walls of our churches—and thanks to your support, we are there to meet it.

What follows is a composite of real lives I’ve encountered over the years. These stories are shared with care, shaped to protect confidentiality while illuminating the truth of what spiritual presence can mean in moments of vulnerability, beauty, and transformation.

  • A retired man shares about being blown away by the unpredictable wind of the Spirit and how he found hope in a 12-step recovery room.
  • A queer young adult wrestles with the faith of their upbringing and the fullness of their identity—living fully into themselves, even as their family back home remains unaware of the journey.
  • A mid-career adult begins to ask if their work still reflects their values—or if something deeper is calling.
  • A faith leader, after an arrest that upended their life, grapples with the loss of employment, community, housing, family, and certainty. They cling to a spiritual thread that now feels both fragile and vital.
  • A trans person living with mental health challenges moves through each day with courage, knowing this world was not built for them to thrive—and facing the constant fear of what that means for their safety.
  • Shelter staff, weary and radiant, show up every day for guests experiencing homelessness. They offer joy, dignity, and warmth in the face of narratives from the media and politicians that criminalize poverty and erase the humanity of those they serve.
  • A widow, caught in the suddenness of loss, asks simply: “what do I do now?” She seeks a service not from a stranger, but from someone who is willing to enter into her life.

Each of these people reminds me that spiritual care, a listening ear, empathy, and compassion are not luxuries. They are presence, they are witness, they are love—offered without condition. Your generosity makes this possible. You are helping create a world where more Missoulians navigate life with caring companionship. Thank you for standing with me in this work, and in this vision.

Gratitude

Mountains near Missoula, Montana

Thank you for your patience as I’ve navigated the recent transition to a new fiscal sponsor. I’m especially grateful to those of you who reached out when you encountered issues with the former online giving platform, asked how the transition was going, or simply checked in with continued curiosity and care. Your generosity and encouragement have meant so much to me.

There were certainly frustrations along the way—especially the hiccups that made it harder for some of you to continue your support. Thankfully, those issues seem to be resolved. The updated giving information above is now working beautifully and will remain the best way to support this work moving forward. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

The transition took longer than I anticipated, but I now feel well-supported by my new fiscal sponsor—and deeply appreciated by my former sponsor, the Montana Interfaith Collaborative (MIC). The stories of Two Pines and MIC intersect at several pivotal moments in my journey, and I’m grateful for the ways they’ve championed and supported this work over the years.  

I’m also profoundly thankful for the communities of faith across Montana that sustain this work. Recently, Sunrise Presbyterian in Great Falls and Hamilton Presbyterian Church generously supported our efforts to expand spiritual care. Thank you for viewing Two Pines as a meaningful expression of your mission and outreach.  

And to the congregations here in Missoula—Atonement Lutheran, UCC Missoula, and First Presbyterian Church—thank you for the invitations to worship together over the past several months. It is always a joy to be among you.

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